Tired of Being Tired

Hey all, so this has probably been one of the longest days of the last few months.  I can't even say exactly what made it so long.  Just a lot of isolated incidents that make me so tired.

First off, phone conversation until around 5:30 a.m. This one I don't mind as much.  It was a good one, and with Brandon, so no complaints!

The complaints start when my alarm goes off a whole two hours before it was supposed to!  I seriously had a battle with the snooze button until I finally just reset the alarm and went back to sleep.  I swear, my alarm delights in waking me up at the exact wrong time.  Don't I control this obnoxious little device on my counter? Apparently not!

Oh well, at least I got a happy little text in the morning right after I finally got up right?  Exactly!  Once again, thank you Brandon.

Alright, I'm awake now, ready for class.  Wow, I didn't remember going to class until just now.  Shows how memorable it was doesn't it?  Especially considering the fact that I turned in a pretty awesome paper today.  Then we talked about farms and cities while I watched the clock.  I've been really excited about this weekend for a few days now and I really just wanted it to start.

Then it did.  Oh my goodness it did.

Phone calls, tears, talks, more tears.  That was the first couple of hours right there.  Then Brandon arrived and there was much rejoicing.  Imagine me kind of collapsing all tired like but at the same time giggling in his arms.  That's kind of how it went.  Spending time with Brandon is great because he kind of lives a fair distance away from me.  Hence the really long phone calls.  It ended way too soon unfortunately.  Right when we were having a great time, laughing and all that wonderful jazz.  I had to go to all my fun RA commitments.  So he went over to a friend's place where he's staying for the weekend (thanks Spencer!!) and we said adieu for the evening.

During my RA commitment (movie night) I got into a discussion with my good friend and co-worker Emily about cuddling, as she was sort of hugging on a giant teddy bear.  I offered my cuddling services and I was totally turned down.  Sad day!  Though as she said she was worried Brandon would get jealous I suppose I can't be too torn up about it.

Then to the office!!  Since it's a Friday, office hours go until 1:30 in the morning. Kill.  Me.  Now.

No, not really.  I don't want to die, I've got way too much to live for!  I was just kind of slow and distant all night, so basically, not at all myself.  To make it worse, Brandon decided to go to sleep at like 10:00 so I wasn't able to talk to him at all!  Talk about being lonely in a crowded room.  Thank goodness for Devin telling me to leave room for Jesus (he thought I was still hanging out with Brandon) because it really made my night. 

Now it's all over and I must sleep, another crazy day is ahead of me tomorrow.  It's in our plans to play Slender, this scary game that has you get stalked by a skinny guy in a suit.  Sounds terrifying to me, so here's hoping I won't pee my pants.  I'll let you know how that one goes.  

Plus, the Holy War reaches its end!  Time for the BYU v. Utah football game!  That will be super exciting!

Catch ya later!

Crazy score for the day: 9 of 10